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4月13日

No Government

All bosses would be out of town next week.
It's going to be like a country before the elections.
 
No Government
 

3月20日

Murder Boredom

 
What to do if you are bored ... in the office. And have to stay trapped in the office.
 
  • Install Stumble! and keep clicking on it. It never fail to amaze me what interesting website it will bring me;
  • Take a formal, document-like piece of paper and go chat with some buddy colleagues of yours. (Only if their boredom level is as high as yours and work urgency is equally not as high).

     

  • Hide in the toilet and play whatever games there are in your cell phone.
  • Make yourself a nice cup of hot coffee and pray that time would go faster.
  • Send some flowers to your loved ones.
  • Boggle your mind with Sudoku or Tangram.

If all else fails then take time off. For me, I am hanging on. Only about one and a half hours to knock-off!

3月15日

Not Being #1

 
CALL ME UNPATRIOTIC. But I don't see what the fuss is all about that our Changi Airport is not as near to the top as desired.
Life doesn't always demand one to be constantly at the top. We are no KiaSus. It is the up and down and turning around that makes the roller-coaster ride exciting. We should look at how others manage to beat us this round and see how we could excel. Anyway, I happened to check up the web and found that we have been voted the Golden Pillow Award for the past ten years.
3月13日

Lesson from the Spartans

 
Watched the movie, 300 last weekend. This is not the typical genre of movie that I usually go for. Surprising, it entertained me more than I expected. So here's what I learn from the Spartans:
 
  1. Life is a survival of the fittest. Spartans were taught to fight since very young. They were brought up knowing they should not take survival for granted.
  2. Never look down on small numbers. Xerxes' army outnumbered that of Leonidas so much. In terms of casualty, the Persians should be deemed as defeated.
  3. True Leaders lead by Example. Leonidas had a beautiful wife and a six-year-old son when he made the painful decision to lead the army to fight to death. It was a heroic exhibit of leading by example.
  4. Sheer Brute Force might not win the battle. In the Battle of Thermopylae, there was not much of tactical planning on the part of the spartans. They fought purely with brute force till the very end. Ready to sacrifice.
  5. During one's last breath, it is our loved ones that flash in our minds. Just before Leonidas collapsed under the thousands of arrows aimed at him, he shouted not for his country or kingship. But for his beloved wife.

An interesting movie worth watching. I doubt if Xerxes of Persia were really so big compared to Leonidas. I also doubted if such gory creatures existed in Persia (now Iran), then.

 

3月9日

Fight

 
Witness two managers fighting in the office right in front of everyone today. It really amused me. They were literally yelling at each other.
The accused claimed that the defendant dirtied her working desk when she was not in the office in the morning.
The defendant fought back saying that she is making a mountain out of a mole hill.
 
Watching "Live" drama like this really amuses me. It also makes me wonder if age is a realistic gauge of a person maturity in life.

4 Don'ts for a Healthy Mind

1) Don't Hold Grudge. Remembering how unjust the past people and circumstances have done to us do us no ounce of good
    but to haunt us incessantly. The more grudges you hold, the more tainted the glasses you wear through which you look to your
    future.
    Hence it is not uncommon for us to notice that the older a person is, the more negative and doubtful of people and circumstances
    one tends to be.
    Such is a classic example of how one does not learn from experiences. But let experiences in life haunt her ... darkening the future.
    Eradicating hopes and optimism.
 
2) Don't Compare. In the world today, media constantly force us to compare ourselves against entities that we fail to live up to.
    We fall into the trick of their attempt to make us spend in an illusive hope to want to match what the society "demands" us to be.
    But do we really need to have the LV bag, wear that Dior perfume, achieve that ideal-yet-impossible-to-attain figure, bring home that
    X-figure income .... to be just HAPPY?
    Be yourself. No matter what shape, size, income you fetch or how good (or simply mediocre) you look.
    There is just no end to comparison.  And changing ourselves to match that of what others demand of us is plain stressful
    and somewhat a total waste of energy.
 
3) Don't Procrastinate. "Oh, I will do that ... tomorrow."
    Be it to start an exercise regime. To take charge of your own health or mental state.
    To clear that cluttered drawer of your work desk.
    To book that two-weeks trip to Europe that you have talked about for years.
    Do it. Do it now.
 
4) Don't Lose Focus. How many times have I put down list of items to do in the morning and at the end of the day, nothing was done?
    You can't blame people from distracting you. But you stay focused despite all distractions. Prioritize and identify the most
    important tasks on hand instead of reacting to the constant phone calls or emails flooding in.
 
Aristotle - "We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit."
 
In Buddhist philosophy, the Mind is symbolic to that of a racing horse.
The untamed mind races incessantly.
Using up energy nontheless.
 
Take the first step towards a cultured mind.
I strongly feel that a healthy body starts from a healthy mind.
Hence taming this inner racing horse might surpass the effects of vitamins or trips to the doctors.
 
 
 
2月9日

Going Home on Time today

 
Going Home on time today
Work can never be finished
Constant deadlines to meet
Mind and Body need a break
Recharging for a better tomorrow
 
 
2月2日

Be Happy

 
Since I have to work late no matter what. Might as well maintain a happy state of mind doing it. Being affected and frustrated ain't going to earn me any ounce of productivity.
1月11日

Buzz

Had wanted to leave for home on time today. To either go for a jog or relax or simply spend more time with my family. Easier said then done. With piles of outstanding projects to go through, the mind won the battle over my heart. So here I am, still in the office. Would probably be here for two hours more .. at least .
 
***
 
Could it be anaemia? I get giddy easily these days. Quite often in a state of lethargy.
 
***
 
Aung is at St Andrews today ... again. And probably the whole of tomorrow. I am no longer as supportive of this volunteering spirit of his as in the past. I don't see much example set by his seniors in the spirit of sacrifice .. be it time or money .. in this arena. And I don't see why he must be so obliged to serve even when, at times, he truly does not feel like doing. But I am choosing to let him be. So I am no longer that sweet nice girl who would wait at the school for hours for him to finish. Ya .. I am just getting real.
 
***
Since the putting off of wedding last year end. I seem to have entered another paradigm. Maybe the excitement is over. I no longer feel any rush to get married. In fact, the current state of free and easy really suit my taste and lifestyle. Am I being fickle-minded? Should I not be too old to be so fickle-minded?
 
***
Company dinner tomorrow.
The notion of dining with a whole bunch of people you work with day in and out is not very appealing to me.
But then .. It's a company dinner.
It is more politically correct to appear at such functions.
So I will go.
Somewhat reluctantly.
Am I anti-social?
Or just tired?
 
***
Somewhat depressed.
Don't know why.
A state of melancholy is just not me.
More naturally cheery and chirpy.
Maybe time will soon reveal the answer at its very own pace.
Meanwhile, I do find in Solitude much solace.
 
1月6日

New Me

 
New Year.
No Resolutions.
New Hair Style.
Empty My Emotional Toxic.
Learn to Forget.
Try to Take it Easy.
Better My Yoga.
Live One Day at a time.
 
& (shooo... don't tell my mum) ... Lose some Weight
 
12月15日

Let Go



That is why it is so important to let certain things go.
To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards;
sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.
Don't expect to get anything back,
Don't expect recognition for your efforts,
Don't expect your genius to be discovered or
Your love to be understood.
Complete the circle.
Not out of pride, inability or arrogance,
but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your lift.
Close the door,
Change the record,
Clean the house,
Get rid of the dust.
Stop being who you were.
And become who you are.
 
- The Zahir -
By Paulo Coelho
 

Enlightenment! Experience mishandled only hinders and not aids.

 

11月29日

Rain Rain ... Do not go away!

 It's the monsoon season once again. Time to take out my long-sleeve clothings to give myself more coverage against the above-normal chill per Singapore standard.
 
Brollies are a must during lunch hours. Though the lazy side of me frequently resorts to lunching in. Begging my colleagues to "Ta-Bao" for me.
 
Most people do not like this rainy season of the year. I choose to differ. I love the pitter-patter of the sound of falling rain. Calms my mind. Eases the tension. Rain also discourages people from leaving their homes for the shopping malls during weekends. This gives me more space to shop and less crowd to contest  .
 
 
11月3日

Then & Now


1997

5 things on my To-Do List in the morning
drink coffee
Phone call --> answered
First item done
Second item done
Phone call --> answered
Lunch
Third item done
Phone call --> answered
Fourth item done
Phone call --> answered
Fifth item done
Clear my table
Chit chat with colleagues
5:30pm - Go Home
 

2006

5 things on my To-Do List in the morning
Read Emails - 100 in InBox
Answered 10 Emails while drinking coffee
Phone call --> answered
Urgent Email --> replied
Urgent Email --> replied
Urgent Email --> replied
Phone call --> answered
First item done
Lunch at my desk while answering 10 emails
More emails --> answered
Phone calls --> answered
5:30pm
4/5 items on To-Do not yet done
70/100 emails not yet replied
 
No Wonder!
Two Sessions of Yoga a week
Jogging once a week
Full Body Massage once a month
Stress Level is still hit-ceiling high
 
Who's the Culprit?
............................ Email
 
 
 
 
11月2日

Tai Ji in Motion


Manifest plainness,
Embrace simplicity,
Reduce selfishness,
Have few desires.
- Lao Tzu, Chinese philosopher (604 BC - 531 BC) -

KARMA

Be it lack of confidence or inability to handle office politics, work is really pulling me down. It is not the amount of work or the nature of work. But rather the sheer complexity of human relations. It's getting to be like a knife that cuts both ends. The karma of doing anything often results to the same outcome. Questioning followed by reprimanding. Senseless. Getting really senseless and nonsensical at times.

TAKE IT EASY

VicVic shares the same woes. We are in the same boat albeit in different regions. Maybe we have both to learn Tai Ji, non-action against action. Maybe we have to learn to take things easier. Not to be too serious about what is happening around us. Life is too precious to waste our happiness in pursuit of some status.

THE PASTURE IS ALWAYS GREENER

How many times have we thought that we would be happier if we attained a certain stature or gain something, only to be disappointed when we really attained it? Alas! It is indeed true that Contentment is the biggest Treasure and Counting Our Blessings is really an effective lesson in Life!

8月15日

Life in Pressure Cooker

Extremely pissed off. Just got to know this morning that I am supposed to have a lunch & learn session during lunch today. And the Product Manager did not even inform me!
 
Pissed!
8月7日

National Day

It's going to be a short work week this week. This Wed, 9Aug06, Singapore celebrates its birthday!
 
My feelings are now mixed as far as public holidays are concerned. Of course I look forward to the break from office. But work is still work. What has to be done still has to be done.
 
Anyway, there would be plenty of fireworks these two days before National Day. Hope I can pop by Esplanade to view the fireworks!